I went from Good to Great when I officially became a Grandmother this week!!! I don't even know if I have the words to describe the sheer joy that entails...but I shall try!
Wesley James Finical made his arrival into the world the day before my 52nd birthday at 1331 hours (I tried really hard to remember how to use military hours, but it's not that easy...fortunately 1:31 p.m. isn't that hard to convert!). He weighed a whopping 7 lbs. 15 oz. and was 20 inches long (I wonder if they included his long monkey toes in that measurement, 'cause they are loooooooong and oh, so adorable!). Best early birthday present ever!
This precious bundle of joy was supposed to be here by August 24th, but was so comfy and cozy in momma's tummy that he had to be served an eviction notice! (I have a pic of the post-it note of the "eviction notice" she sent to notify us of his new expected due date. Too cute!) So the plan was that Kristen would be induced on September 1st.
I wanted to do whatever I could to help Kristen & Ryan, but not be in the way. I was so thrilled to know there was something I could do to help. I drove down that morning to take my three granddogs to the kennel and then I headed to the hospital. Good thing I got there when I did, because once Wesley was served his eviction notice, he didn't delay his arrival by much!
Turns out, all it took was breaking Kristen's water and Wesley decided it was time to come out (much like his momma & uncle, too. Once his exclusive suite became less hospitable, he was ready to meet the world!).
Ryan's granddad Bob and grandma Gerri were already at the hospital by the time I arrived and it was so much fun to brag on "the kids" together while we awaited the next generation's much-anticipated arrival.
When I went back to see Kristen and Ryan, they were doing so well. She was having contractions and smiling through them. While she was breathing through the contractions, Ryan was gently rubbing her back and helping her with whatever felt good to her at the time (until not much felt good). What a joy to see the love and partnership between these two!
Birthing babies sure has changed since I had mine, though. Watching Kristen sit on her bouncing gym ball (looked like a giant "hippity-hop" without the handle) and rock side-to-side, I thought, "That's not labor...you're having too much fun!" haha. Then I saw her face. Nope...that wasn't fun. I remembered. Labor is called labor because it is WORK! But it was good to see that she could sit, stand, rock, roll...do whatever was comfortable to help bring Wesley into the world.
When it became obvious that I was quite superfluous, and that her contractions were coming quite close together, I went back to the waiting room to do just that...wait. It wasn't really a long wait. We heard the lullaby song over the hospital loudspeaker several times and wondered each time if that was "our" baby arriving.
Due to HIPAA privacy, the nurses couldn't just come out and tell us that Wesley had arrived. We learned the new-fangled way. Ryan sent a text! We got the basics 7 lbs 15 oz 20" @ 1:31 pm and were overjoyed!
A bit later, Ryan came into the waiting room...or should I say that he floated in? The proud papa told us how handsome Wesley was...how great Kristen had done without pain meds...and that he was feeling 10-feet tall. His smile was certainly evidence of his pride and joy...in his wife and their newborn son. My eyes well with tears of joy just remembering how he beamed. He didn't stay with us long...he was very eager to return to his wife and son.
We were allowed to come back to their room and I can't begin to describe the love that swelled up in my heart to see my beautiful, brilliant daughter holding her handsome son. He was absolutely adorable, so very handsome! (And I'm not the least bit biased...we checked with everyone who entered the room and have been quite reassured that he really is a beautiful baby...it's not just our opinion!)
Wesley came into the world with a full head of dark hair. Kristen was pretty much bald as a baby and had blonde hair until she was a teenager and Ryan was quite tow-headed. Both sides of the family have had babies with dark hair and some had their dark hair fall out to be replaced with lighter locks. Not sure what will occur with Wesley, but he is perfect either way.
He has long fingers like his mom, long toes...so far, from the top of his face he looks like Ryan (hoping those baby blue eyes stay), and the bottom of his face looks like Kristen. He has a "turtle" neck that he stretches out and already tries to hold up his head. He has his Grandpa Tim's tiny ears, which are so very cute. His head was kind of cone-shaped at birth (of course, due to coming through the birth canal), but is rounding out day by day. He has perfect bow-shaped lips and a tiny little turned-up nose and chubby rosy cheeks that just beg to be kissed and cuddled. One of his most charming features already is that he is so expressive...he already gives us "the eyebrow" just like his mommy. Lord only knows if he will use it for good! :-)
Oh, how I have eagerly anticipated all the joy this precious little boy will bring. And he has not disappointed one tiny bit. No, sir, he has surpassed all expectations far beyond my wildest dreams. He has already overflowed my heart with such love I just can't contain it.
With that said, that's all I'm willing to share. I'm going to selfishly hold on to how amazing it feels to hold him in my arms, to snuggle him and kiss his little head, to listen to all the silly little noises this wonderful little animal impersonator makes.
Wesley is my grandson. Wesley is my grand son. I hope to be a good grandmother. I hope to be a great grandma. But for now, it is oh, so great just to be grand!!!
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Monday, March 23, 2015
Richard III - Historical Enigma in Honor of Royal Re-Burial March 26, 2015
I wrote this for my college English lit research paper (for which I received an A+!)...I still find Richard's story fascinating. Given our modern media's propensity to "slant a story," it shouldn't surprise me that the same could be true hundreds of years ago. I hope you enjoy...
Richard
III: Historical Enigma
"I
am a villain: yet I lie, I am
not...every tongue brings in a different tale, and every tale condemns me for a
villain. Perjury, in the highest degree."
So
speaks Shakespeare's King Richard in the most famous characterization of the
Yorkist king who ruled England
from 1483 to 1485. Richard III's short
reign, however, is not the reason for his fame.
Richard is best remembered as a diabolical hunchback who murdered his
way to the throne. The question of
Richard's guilt or innocence in the alleged murder of his nephews has been
argued for centuries. On one hand, loyal
Ricardians staunchly maintain Richard's innocence. Yet on the other, history books still refer
to Richard as the most probable perpetrator in the disappearance and likely
murders. Researchers have been unable to
uncover any contemporary evidence.
Richard
Plantagenet, Duke of Gloucester, was an excellent administrator and soldier, a
fact acknowledged by historians certain of Richard's guilt in addition to
defenders of his innocence. A loyal
subject who supported his brother, King Edward IV, even to the point of sharing
his exile.
Richard's
brother, Edward IV, ruled during civil war -- the War of the Roses. The Plantagenets were Yorkists, whose coat of
arms depicted white roses. The
Lancastrian dynasty represented by roses of red. Edward IV reigned during this turbulent
period striving to resume peace and unity during his 22 years on the
throne. England embraced the blonde
six-foot 'Sun of York' king with open arms and hearts.
Three
Yorkist brothers hold a unique notoriety in English history. Edward, the eldest, was a renowned ladies'
man; George, Duke of Clarence and the middle brother, remembered for drowning
in a vat of ale. And Richard, the youngest,
remembered as a murderous uncle.
The
defamation of Richard's character can be traced to historians and chroniclers
under Tudor reign. Shakespeare's famous
tragedy was written in 1597 -- 112 years after Richard's death. Shakespeare's characterization was based upon
Sir Thomas More's The Life and Reign of Richard the Third. Sir Thomas More was five years old at the
time of Richard's death in the Battle of Bosworth and a protege of Richard's
worst enemy.
Edward
secretely married Elizabeth Woodville, an older, ambitious widow regarded as an
upstart by peers of the realm. After he
made every effort to lure her, she admitted she was not good enough to be his
queen, but protested she was far too good to become his mistress. With Edward's reputation, it is surmised that
the blue-eyed enchantress fended off Edward's amorous advances until he offered
marriage and fulfilled his promise on May 1, 1464.
This
Queen Elizabeth exercised considerable influence over her husband. Edward frequently detained his brother,
George of Clarence, for overstepping the bounds of familial tolerance. Edward eventually arrested Clarence for
subtle and overtly treasonable acts.
Elizabeth Woodville's power was significant; it is probable Clarence was
put to death at her insistence.
Richard
married Anne Neville in 1472, after securing her sanctuary from his brother
Clarence. Married to Anne's sister,
Clarence's interest in who married his sister-in-law centered on the Neville
sisters' inheritance. King Edward
interceded between George and Richard; Clarence agreed Richard could marry his
sister-in-law provided Clarence did not have to share the Neville estates. To the king's relief Richard accepted.
The
twenty-year-old bridegroom and his sixteen-year-old second cousin seemed compatible
as they departed from court life. In
1473, Anne gave birth to a son, whom they named Edward, doubtless in honor of
his uncle. It appears Richard's marriage
was happy, that he gave Anne Neville his heart as well as his name.
The
drama of Richard's alleged treachery arose after the death of Edward, whose
indulgent lifestyle eventually took its toll.
At his
deathbed, Edward summoned his court's two rival factions, but not his
Queen. Edward addressed those assembled
with the authority not of a king, but of the dying. Without love between them, his son, the
kingdom and his court would all be brought to ruin. They were moved to tears as Edward sighed and
dismissed them. The strength which the
kingdom and his sons needed did not lie in these men. There was only one man capable of ordering the
realm and subduing the actions which split the court. A man he loved well and who, he knew, loved
him... Richard, Duke of Gloucester .
Edward
summoned his executors. Lord Stanley was
added to the king's will; the queen Elizabeth dropped. With real humility, the weakening King asked
his executors to pay his debts and distribute a good portion to the poor. Then, aware his last minutes were numbered,
he added the important codicil to his will, bequeathing his boy heir and his
realm to the protection of his brother Richard, Duke of Gloucester.. Richard's
popularity gave Edward more than one reason to trust his remaining brother
whose political allegiance, unlike that of Clarence, had not wavered.
Edward
IV died on April 9, 1483, three weeks before his forty-first birthday.
On
learning of the death of his brother and liege, Richard hastened to London from the North in
mourning attire. Richard wrote letters
to console the queen and assured all duty, fealty, and due obedience to his new
king and lord, Edward the fifth. Richard
journeyed to York
with a small retinue of knights where he performed a solemn funeral service and
the accompanying nobility took oaths of fealty to the late king's son. Taking the oath first was Richard
himself. Upon reaching the young king, Richard greeted him with
affection and respect, kneeling to him as a king. Edward V announced his impending departure so
he could be crowned in all haste.
Arrangements
were made for Edward's funeral. He lay
in state for eight days attired in red leather shoes and wrapped in a white
robe, watched over night and day until his burial on Sunday, April 20th.
Custom
required Parliamentary sanction of the Council's arrangements to govern the
realm during Edward V's minority. The
English people were not entirely pleased by the prospect of another child-king
and Richard made some effort to postpone the coronation. The Council debated two options: That Richard govern because Edward had so
directed or that the government be carried on by many with the duke as
chief. The latter was chosen.
Richard
postponed the coronation until June 22nd.
On June 21, Robert Stillington, Bishop of Bath and Wells, revealed to
Richard that the children of Elizabeth Woodville and King Edward were
illegitimate because the King had been betrothed to another when he secretly
married Elizabeth .
In
medieval times, a betrothal contract was as binding as marriage vows. Stillington officiated a ceremony in which
Edward plighted his troth to an earl's daughter; therefore committed to marry
her. And so, the king's subsequent
marriage to another woman was unlawful and their offspring illegitimate. As Protector of the Realm and next of kin
among Edward's legitimate family, Richard was within his rights in assuming the
crown.
Bishop
Stillington was not a crony of Richard's, divulging his tale at a suspiciously
opportune time. Edward IV's amorous
propensities were notorious enough to make Stillington's claim credible. Stillington was closely associated with
Richard's brother, the proverbial bad-penny-Clarence. Shortly after Clarence's execution,
Stillington was detained. He paid a
heavy fine and received a royal pardon upon his release in 1478. His offense?
Uttering prejudicial words to the king and his state.
It
seems quite probable that Stillington let the precontract between Edward and
Lady Eleanor slip to Clarence. The
king's coveting sibling likely intimidated Edward with this dangerous
knowledge. Perhaps this was the true
reason for Clarence's execution and Elizabeth 's interest in his punishment. Although pardoned and released, Stillington
was held the Woodvilles' enmity.
Stillington explained to Richard that the betrothal was a secret
undertaking which he alone witnessed.
On June
22, 1483, Richard rode to hear Friar Ralph Shaa, who announced, "Bastard
slips shall not take root". Friar
Shaa went on to say that by God's law as well as by worth, Richard was entitled
to the crown as Edward's heir apparent was illegitimate due to the precontract
with Lady Eleanor. Thus, King Edward's
offspring put aside and the Duke of Clarence's son disabled by Clarence's
attainder, Richard of Gloucester was the true heir of York and rightful king.
On
Thursday, 26 June, Richard the Protector was offered a petition to become
King. Parliament's acceptance of
Stillington's claim was incorporated into a statute entitled Titulus Regius
which proclaimed Edward's children illegitimate and declared Richard the king
of England . After Richard agreed to accept the kingship,
he rode to Westminster ,
beginning his reign the same day.
Richard's
short reign was fraught with intrigue.
He repressed an uprising in the favor of Henry Tudor, an heir to the
house of York
on the wrong side of the blanket many times over. Preoccupied with matters of state, Richard
endeavored to fulfill his promise to Elizabeth Woodville to see to the welfare
of Edward's children. Edward's sons, Edward and Richard, were seen playing in the
Tower as late as the summer of 1483.
Although
Richard's military and administrative campaigns proved successful, his personal
life crumbled. In April 1484, a messenger informed Richard and Anne that their
little son was dead. Queen Anne did not
outlive her son a year; her sorrow compounded by her inability to bear other
children. A solar eclipse occurred on
the exact date of Anne's death, blotting out the light of the sun as Anne's
demise darkened Richard's life.
On August
22, 1485, atop a white destrier in full armor, Richard and his troops rode to Bosworth Field to meet Henry Tudor in battle. Richard wore his crown upon his helmet to
demonstrate to friend and foe alike that a King rode into battle.
Although
Richard's men outnumbered Henry's, two allies withheld their assistance until
Richard rode into the fray. Henry Tudor
stayed behind his force. There may be
factual foundation for the Shakespearean line, "A horse! A horse!
My kingdom for a horse!" as Richard's courser may have floundered
in the marsh before Richard was struck down and killed.
Richard's
crown landed upon a thornbush where it was retrieved and placed on Henry's
head. Richard's battered body stripped
bare and slung over the back of a horse, he is the only English monarch since
1066 whose remains do not rest in a royal tomb.
Henry
Tudor became King Henry VII by force of arms.
As a great-grandson of an illegitimate son of a younger son of a king,
Henry's claim to the throne was precarious.
To strengthen his claim and unite the houses of York and Lancaster,
Henry married Edward's daughter, Elizabeth, in 1486. But as a bastard herself, she was not worthy
of being queen. Henry repealed Titulus
Regius to re-legitimize his prospective bride. If the young princes were alive at that time,
they were more of a threat to Henry than they had ever been to Richard. By repealing Titulus Regius, Henry
made the older boy king.
How
true were Shakespeare's lines, "I must be married to..." [Elizabeth ]
"...murder her brothers and then marry her" and "If I did take
the kingdom from your son, to make amends, I'll give it to your
daughter". Although attributed to
Richard, this speech would have been more appropriately consigned to Henry.
No one
knows the fates of the princes in the Tower.
Henry VII released the information that Sir James Tyrrel and a servant
named Dighton confessed to the murder of the princes and their subsequent
burial in the Tower. But his action came
only after Tyrrel's execution in 1502 -- almost twenty years after the supposed
crime. Only when threatened by Perkin
Warbeck, posturing as Richard's nephew and namesake, did Henry acknowledge the
boys' deaths.
In the
Tower for treason against Henry, It is suspicious that Henry gave Tyrrel a
general pardon on June 16, 1486. Even
more incriminating, a scant month later, Henry gave Tyrrel a second general
pardon.
The
Shakespearean-Tudor myth persists...perhaps an achievement in art, but an
apparent travesty to historical justice.
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Thursday, March 5, 2015
Memorial to Tim
Snowed in (or rather iced in) again today. So, I'm reminiscing instead of cleaning out the closets or doing something productive. Thought I'd rummage through the computer archives and update the old blog. Re-read what I had read at Tim's memorial service. I'll post it here. As a tribute. To the man I've loved for more than 35 years now. Miss you, babe.
I wanted to tell you about Tim. Well, actually he will
always be Timmy to me. I wanted to share who he is to me. For someone who loves
to write, it’s hard to admit that I have no words to paint that picture. These
last few days, we’ve been reliving memories through family photos. And since a
picture is worth a thousand words, let me show you snapshots of the man who
will always be my hero, Timmy Dwane Casteel White:
Some of you know the story of how we met, but I’ll briefly
share it. 35 years ago Billie took my sisters and I swimming at his apartment
pool. I was almost 16 and he had just turned 21. Yet, robbing the cradle wasn’t
his only theft that day because he stole my heart, too. When he asked me if I
wanted a ride home on his motorcycle, I didn’t think anything of it. When we
stopped at a red light, he popped the kickstand and turned off the bike as he hopped
off. I watched as he went over to a car stopped beside us, pulled this guy out
of the driver’s seat and proceeded to pound the snot out of him. I’m thinking,
“I’m on a motorcycle with a maniac! Where is Billie with my sisters? What do I
do now?”
Dazed, I watched as he stuffed the guy back in the car (mind
you, there were 2 other guys in the car and they didn’t move a muscle) and walked
back to me and the bike and said, “That guy hurt my sister. I kick his ass
every time I see him.” And in that moment, he became my hero.
He hopped back on, started up the bike and we had only gone
down the road just a bit when he said over his shoulder, “I’d like to take you
out sometime.” I didn’t know what to say except, “You’ll have to ask my daddy.”
Which he did…and we fell in love.
When we went to Galveston
with Daddy and Billie, we saw someone trying to break into a room where we were
staying. Timmy yelled, “Hey!” at the guy and he took off running. So did Tim. I
know he was always skinny, but the Dallas Cowboys would’ve signed him up right
then when they saw his flying tackle. He caught the guy and marched him back to
the motel’s office just like you see on Cops. We got a free night out of it!
Another heroic moment was at Possum Kingdom
lake. We loved camping and going to the lake. He skied with such grace. It was
great to watch him ski…sailing back and forth, shooting rooster tails in the
water. One year we celebrated the 4th of July on the water with
family and friends. We had our own little flotilla going with a couple of boats
while we watched fireworks that night. As we rode back toward where we were
camped, Timmy had to drive the boat super slow because it was so dark. Some of
the guys were passing beers back and forth between the two boats as we were
going along when suddenly, we watched in horror as Timmy’s brother Shannon lost his balance, slipped and fell between the
boats. In an absolute instant, Timmy shut off the motor, ran and flew through
the air to dive off the back of the boat. Shannon and Timmy both surfaced, and
we breathed a sigh of relief. But that was my hero…in instant action.
I could tell you story after story after story. He lived his
life with integrity and loyalty. He worked hard for 29 years to provide a good
living for me and the kids. He loved us and protected us. He was a good
husband, a good father, a good man.
You all know how much he loved to hunt and fish. Thanks,
James! And he was good at it. He loved sitting in the woods. He tried to take
me hunting and fishing with him and we tried that for a while until I fell
asleep against a tree turkey hunting and then I almost shot him deer hunting. That’s
when we figured out I was a city girl and he could hunt while I stayed home
with the kids and read a good book.
Around 1999, he found a deer lease that was a bit more
family friendly and I learned the joys of camping out at the deer lease
complete with heating, a/c, lights and electricity. We settled in and I could read while he went
hunting. It was the best of both worlds until he got sick.
ALS or Lyme and ALS took a lot away from us, but it didn’t
take away his fierce determination, or stubbornness. The doctor told us people
stricken with ALS typically only make it about 3 to 5 years. I think Tim added
the two together because it’s been 8 years since I finally convinced him to go
to the doctor to get checked out. I wish the doctor had told him 10 to 20
years, then we would’ve had him another 30 years.
I won’t take much time explaining how courageously Tim
fought ALS. Most of you have seen it. I will say that the silver lining to that
dark cloud is that it forced us to face our mortality. 100 out of every 100
people die. So unless the Lord returns before us, that will happen to each and
every one of us. Timmy realized that.
People say I’m strong for battling this disease alongside Tim,
but it’s not my strength you see. It’s the gift that God has given me. When He
forgave my sins, they were no more.
His Son saved me and His Spirit lives in me. He is the Light
that shines in me for all the world to see...Jesus came to reach, teach, touch
and heal. Not long after we started this journey, the Lord told me he would
heal Tim. He’s done that now. Not the way I had wanted, but Tim is fully healed
and enjoying heaven with His savior.
This is the comfort we have...not just that Jesus died on
the cross for our sins, but that He rose from the grave and lives even now. So
we can know with absolute certainty that Timmy is not dead, but more alive now
in heaven. Fully healed.
That same savior reaches out for YOU. Fall into His arms and
rest in His gentle strength.
We all know the verse: "For God so loved the world that
He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish,
but have everlasting life." John
3:16
Because you are so precious to Him, substitute the word
"you" for "the world" and know and accept the greatest gift
you could ever receive:
For God so loved YOU that He gave His only begotten Son,
that if YOU believe in Him, YOU shall not perish, but have
everlasting life!
I have that assurance. Timmy has that assurance. I hope and
pray you do, too.
You know I could talk about Jesus and Timmy forever. I was
so worried I wouldn’t have any words to say. But I prayed for something to say
and after Justin told me he’s already said everything that he needed to say, I
realized that I did, too. I’ve been writing love letters to Timmy for 35 years.
I already had the words I would need for today.
So I’ll finish with a poem I wrote for Timmy on our 10th
anniversary that’s still true today.
It's been ten long and
short years since I put my heart in your hands.
A
neverending circle like our wedding bands.
We don't
have to recreate the first bloom of youth.
We need only
look to our hearts and seek out the truth.
It hasn't
been all rosy; our love's often been rough.
But that
young love endured and real love is enough.
Our love
gave us children who look just like us.
They are
the mirrors of our hope and our trust.
These past
ten years seem like a lifetime sometimes.
But the future holds
promise because I'm yours and you're mine.
Deep
down inside I'm still the same girl
Who captured
your heart when you gave me a whirl.
You
can look in my eyes
And
see into my soul.
You
know my every thought.
Alone,
I'm not whole.
I wish I could
show you how much you're a part of me.
If I could
open my heart, you could look in and see.
I
celebrate each day that you share my life.
And
I thank God in my prayers
That
I am your wife.
I love you, Sugar Britches. I hate that you went to heaven
before me, but I’m grateful that you know Jesus…and now know Him really, really
well. Save a place for me, sweetheart. I love you, always and forever.
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
Easter Courtroom by Angela E. White (Copyright 1999)
Narrator: At
the Passover meal, Jesus gave thanks, broke the bread and said, “This is my
body given for you;” (Luke 22:19) and
in the same way, after the supper he took the cup, said, “This is the new
covenant in my blood, which is poured out for you.” (Luke 22:20) Shortly after
that Passover, a so-called trial was held in Jerusalem -- a trial which made a
mockery of justice -- and the world’s only innocent man was condemned to die on
a cross. Today we present a trial in
Heaven (Prosecutor leads/shoves defendant to table), where Satan stands
as mankind’s accuser and evidence is weighed by God the Father. Some defendants proclaim their own
merit. Others know the Truth and are
represented by Jesus Christ, before the judgment seat of God the Father. He who
has ears, let him hear (Matthew 11:15;
Matthew 13:9). The Lord takes his
place in court; he rises to judge the people (Isaiah 3:13).
(All are standing as Judge
enters; Jesus is already standing in the rear near defendant.)
JUDGE: Review
the past for me, let us argue the matter together (Isaiah 43:26a). (Judge
& Defendant sit; prosecutor, stands at podium.)
Prosecutor: (Snidely
accusing) Before you is one who
claims to be blameless, yet I have gathered the evidence of this one’s sin. (Shakes papers) Everyone who sins breaks the law; in
fact, sin is lawlessness (1 John 3:4). There is no one righteous, not even one (Romans 3:10).
JUDGE: State
the case for your innocence. (Isaiah 43:26b)
Defendant: I
am not alone. Scripture declares that
the whole world is a prisoner of sin. (Galations 3:22)
JUDGE: Yet
you have disobeyed my commandments.
I bring every deed into judgment, including every hidden thing, whether
it is good or evil. (Ecclesiastes 12:14)
Prosecutor: (opens
folder) These sins are hidden no more.
(Holds Bible) This is the
book of the Law and it remains as a witness against you (Deuteronomy 31:26). (To
the judge) Give her to me so she may be punished.
Defendant: But
I tried to be a good person....and not do any “real” evil, especially in
comparison to the sins of the world around me.
Prosecutor: But
Scripture says, “... whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one
point is guilty of breaking all of it.”
(James 2:10)
JUDGE: (Cautions)
All man’s ways seem innocent to them, but motives are weighed by the Lord. (Proverbs
16:2)
Prosecutor: So
you see punishment is deserved!
Multitudes who sleep in the dust of the earth will awake: some to
everlasting life, others to shame and everlasting contempt (Daniel 12:2). (Demanding)
Give this one to me!
JUDGE: (Rebuking)
It is mine to avenge; I will repay (Deuteronomy
32:35). (Gently) I am compassionate and gracious... slow
to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, maintaining love to thousands,
and I do forgive wickedness, rebellion and sin.
Yet I do not leave guilt unpunished (Exodus
34:6-7). There must be atonement for
sin.
Prosecutor: The
look on her face testifies against her.
She has paraded her sin and does not hide it. Woe to those who have brought disaster upon
themselves by rejecting the law of the Lord and spurning the word of the Holy
One of Israel (Isaiah 5:24).
Defendant: (acknowledging
guilt) It is true I denied myself
nothing my eyes desired; I refused my heart no pleasure. Yet... everything was meaningless, a chasing
after the wind; nothing was gained under the sun (Ecclesiastes 2:10-11). I
did the best I could; is that not enough?
JUDGE: Who
speaks for this sinner? (PAUSE FOR SILENCE
Looks around, then resigned, speaks with a sigh) For justice to be
done, the scales must be balanced. The
sin must be reconciled. Although it
grieves my heart, you may take this one.
Prosecutor: (Judgmental;
to defendant) You have been weighed on the scales and found wanting (Daniel 5:27).
Narrator: And
the Lord will carry out his sentence…with speed and finality (Romans 9:28). (Defendant hangs head in shame.) Thus
concludes this trial...but let us examine a vastly different outcome.
Defendant: (Pleading)
‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner.’ (Luke
18:13) Out of the depths I cry to
you. O Lord, hear my voice. Hear my cry for mercy. (Psalms 130). I acknowledge
my sin to you and will not cover up my iniquity. I confess my transgressions to you,
Lord. Have you not forgiven the guilt of
my sin? (Psalms 32:5)
Prosecutor: How
could he have possibly forgiven this sin?!?
JUDGE: I
have provided a way...through the atonement of blood.
Prosecutor: With
all due respect, it’s a little late to sacrifice a goat or a calf.
JESUS: I
am here. I, Christ Jesus, who died -
more than that, who was raised to life -- am here to intercede. (Romans
8:34)
(Prosecutor tosses down
papers in disgust. Jesus takes a
seat beside the defendant and places a hand on the shoulder of defendant. Defendant looks relieved..)
Narrator: For
Christ did not enter a manmade sanctuary that was only a copy of the true one;
he entered heaven itself, now to appear for us in God’s presence. (Hebrews 9:24) He did not enter by means of the blood of
goats and calves; but he entered the Most Holy Place once for all by his own
blood, having obtained eternal redemption.
(Hebrews 9:12)
JUDGE: This
is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased. (Matthew 3:17) Whoever
believes in him receives forgiveness and everlasting life. (John 3:16) (Jesus nods his
head in acknowledgement of this praise.)
JESUS: I
am the way and the truth and the life.
No one comes to the Father except through me. (John
14:6) I am the resurrection and
the life. He who believes in me will
live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never
die. (To defendant) Do you
believe this? (John 11:25-26)
Defendant: Yes,
I do believe. (To Jesus; grateful for
being saved.) You reached down from
on high and took hold of me; you drew me out of deep waters. You rescued me from a powerful enemy, from my
foes, who were too strong for me. (2 Samuel 17-18)
Narrator: The Lord redeems his servants; no one
will be condemned who takes refuge in him (Psalms
34:22). For we must all appear before
the judgment seat of Christ (2
Corinthians 5:10a). For He chose us
in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. (Ephesians
1:4)
JUDGE: (To
defendant) So now you have been reconciled by Christ’s physical body through
death to present yourself holy in my sight -- without blemish and free from
accusation. (Colossians 1:22)
Prosecutor: (Angry)
I object! This is not justice! The laws were broken and the debt of sin must
be paid!
JESUS: I have not come to abolish the Law,
but to fulfill it. (Matthew 5:17) Let me cite a case in Rome...when a debtor was
imprisoned for his debts, a certificate of debt was nailed to the door to
remain until the sentence was carried out and the debt was paid. Then “paid in full” or “it is finished” was
written across the certificate. The
prisoner kept this certificate as proof so he would never be punished for that
crime again. When I received the drink on
the cross, I said, “Tetelestai; It is finished,” and I gave up my spirit. (John 19:30) I canceled the written code against all who
believed in me, I took away the sin of the world and nailed it to the cross (Colossians 2:14) with my body and my
blood.
Prosecutor: (In
sarcastic disbelief) And this satisfies all the sin of the entire
world? Everyone hung on a tree is
cursed! (Deuteronomy 21:23)
JESUS: I redeemed sinners from the curse of
the law by becoming such a curse (Galatians
3:13). With this one’s confession
and belief in me, the sinner’s debt has been paid in full -- completely,
finally, once and for all. It is indeed
finished.
JUDGE: (to
defendant) There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,
because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set you free from
the law of sin and death. (Romans 8:1-2)
JESUS: (to
defendant) You know the truth...and the truth has set you free. Although you are not your own; you were
bought at a price (1 Corinthians 6:20). In me you have redemption through my blood,
the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace that he
lavished on you with all wisdom and understanding. (Ephesians
1:7-8)
JUDGE: And
I am the one who blots out your transgressions for my own sake and remembers
your sin no more. (Isaiah 43:25)
Prosecutor: (Still
sarcastic) What kind of judge are
you who pardons and forgives sin?
JUDGE: (Forceful) I am a righteous God! (Ezekiel
9:15) I do not stay angry forever,
but delight to show mercy (Micah 7:18). (To defendant) I have compassion for
you (Isaiah
54:10. My Son has tread your sins
underfoot and I have hurled all of your iniquities into the depths of the sea (Micah
7:19). This is my verdict (John 3:19): though your sins were like
scarlet, you are now white as snow. (Isaiah
1:18)
(Defendant is incredibly
relieved; shows weary gratitude.)
(Explains
gently.) I do not give as the world gives. For as high as the heavens are above the
earth, so great is my love for you; as far as the east is from the west, so far
have I removed your transgressions. (Psalms 103:11-12)
JESUS: (Takes
hand of defendant and exits) Come, let us share the bread and the wine and
rejoice in the grace of the Father. My
peace I give to you.
(Jesus leads defendant by
the hand past Judge, who holds out his arm in welcome invitation; defendant is
eagerly in awe; prosecutor shakes head in disbelief.)
Narrator: For
he himself is our peace, who has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of
hostility, by abolishing in his flesh the law with its commandments and
regulations. He reconciled mankind to
God through the cross, by which he put to death all hostility (Ephesians 2:14). Having disarmed the powers and authorities of
Satan, he made a public spectacle of them, triumphing over them by the cross (Colossians 2:15). Instead of the sinner, the prince of the
world now stands condemned (John 16:11). (Prosecutor hangs his head in defeat.)
(To
audience) What will you do on the day
of reckoning? To whom will you run for
help? (Isaiah 10:3) This defender,
known as Jesus Christ offers eternal life, and those he defends shall never
perish; praise God for no one can snatch those who believe out of his hand. (John
10:28)
Friday, August 29, 2014
The belt of Truth . . . Jesus tells us the truth
(repeatedly in the Gospels) and is the Truth (John 14:6)
"Jesus
answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father
except through me." (John 14:6)
The breastplate of righteousness (Isaiah 61:10; Romans 3:22; Galatians 3:26-27)
"I delight
greatly in the Lord; my soul
rejoices in my God. For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and
arrayed me in a robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom adorns his head like a
priest, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels." (Isaiah
61:10)
"This
righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe." (Romans 3:22)
"You are all sons of God through faith in
Christ Jesus, for all of you who were
baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ." (Galatians 3:26-27)
Feet fitted with the gospel of peace [The peace Jesus
gives (John 14:27) . . . peace with God (Romans 5:8) . . . the peace of God (1 Thessalonians 5:23) . . . the peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians
4:7) . . . from the Prince
of Peace (Isaiah 9:6)]
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give
you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be
troubled and do not be afraid."
(John 14:27)
"But God demonstrates his own love for us
in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." (Romans 5:8)
"May God himself, the God of peace,
sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept
blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ." (1 Thessalonians
5:23)
“and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts
and minds through Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:7)
"For to us a child is born, to us a son is
given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called
Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace." (Isaiah 9:6)
The shield of faith [Beth Moore explains it as four
fingers & a thumb holding the shield]:
1.
God is Who He says He Is (Deuteronomy 7:9)
"Know therefore that the Lord your God is God; he is the faithful
God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love
him and keep his commands." (Deuteronomy 7:9)
2.
God will do what He promises (Hebrews 6:13-20)
"When God made his promise to
Abraham, since there was no one greater for him to swear by, he swore by
himself, saying, “I will surely bless you and give
you many descendants.” And so after waiting
patiently, Abraham received what was promised. Men
swear by someone greater than themselves, and the oath confirms what is said
and puts an end to all argument. Because
God wanted to make the unchanging nature of his purpose very clear to the heirs
of what was promised, he confirmed it with an oath. God
did this so that, by two unchangeable things in which it is impossible for God
to lie, we who have fled to take hold of the hope offered to us may be greatly
encouraged. We have this hope as an anchor for the
soul, firm and secure. It enters the inner sanctuary behind the curtain, where Jesus, who went before us, has entered on
our behalf. He has become a high priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek." (Hebrews 6:13-20)
3.
I am who God says I am (Colossians 3:12)
"Therefore, as God’s chosen
people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness,
humility, gentleness and patience."
(Colossians 3:12)
4.
I can do all things through Christ (Philippians 4:13)
"I can do everything through
him who gives me strength."
(Philippians 4:13)
5.
The Holy Spirit is alive and active in me (Romans 5:5)
"And hope does not disappoint
us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit,
whom he has given us." (Romans 5:5)
The helmet of salvation (Psalm 149:4; Philippians 4:7)
"For the Lord
takes delight in his people; he crowns the humble with salvation." (Psalm 149:4)
"And the peace of God, which transcends all
understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:7)
The sword of the Spirit (Hebrews 4:12; Psalm 45:3)
"For the word of God is living and active.
Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and
spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart." (Hebrews 4:12)
"Gird your sword upon your side, O mighty
one; clothe yourself with splendor and majesty."
(Psalm 45:3)
Pray, be alert & keep praying (Daniel 9:4-10)
"I prayed to the Lord my God and confessed: “O Lord, the great and awesome
God, who keeps his covenant of love with all who love him and obey his
commands, we have sinned and done wrong. We have
been wicked and have rebelled; we have turned away from your commands and laws. We have not listened to your servants the
prophets, who spoke in your name to our kings, our princes and our fathers, and
to all the people of the land. “Lord,
you are righteous, but this day we are covered with shame—the men of Judah and
people of Jerusalem and all Israel, both near and far, in all the countries
where you have scattered us because of our unfaithfulness to you. O Lord,
we and our kings, our princes and our fathers are covered with shame because we
have sinned against you. The Lord our God is merciful
and forgiving, even though we have rebelled against him; we
have not obeyed the Lord our God
or kept the laws he gave us through his servants the prophets." (Daniel 9:4-10)
This passage is also an echo of the
prophecy in Isaiah 59:12-21 . . .
12 For
our offenses are many in your sight,
and
our sins testify against us.
Our
offenses are ever with us,
and
we acknowledge our iniquities:
13 rebellion
and treachery against the Lord,
turning
our backs on our God,
fomenting
oppression and revolt,
uttering
lies our hearts have conceived.
14 So
justice is driven back,
and
righteousness stands at a distance;
truth
has stumbled in the streets,
honesty
cannot enter.
15 Truth
is nowhere to be found,
and
whoever shuns evil becomes a prey.
The
Lord looked and was displeased
that
there was no justice.
16 He
saw that there was no one,
he
was appalled that there was no one to intervene;
so
his own arm worked salvation for him,
and
his own righteousness sustained him.
17 He
put on righteousness as his breastplate,
and
the helmet of salvation on his head;
he
put on the garments of vengeance
and
wrapped himself in zeal as in a cloak.
18 According
to what they have done,
so
will he repay
wrath
to his enemies
and
retribution to his foes;
he
will repay the islands their due.
19 From
the west, men will fear the name of the Lord,
and
from the rising of the sun, they will revere his glory.
For
he will come like a pent-up flood
that
the breath of the Lord drives
along.a
20 “The
Redeemer will come to Zion, to those in Jacob who repent of their sins,”
declares the Lord.
21 “As
for me, this is my covenant with them,” says the Lord. “My Spirit, who is on you, and my words that I have
put in your mouth will not depart from your mouth, or from the mouths of your
children, or from the mouths of their descendants from this time on and
forever,” says the Lord.
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